School sucks :(

Sis woke me up again this morning. Haha! Went to school without eating anything. Had English paper1 lo. In the air-con room. Laughs! I don't know how i did it ley. Didn't have the mood to :(

Paper2 was way more jialat la. Didn't even bother to really do it. Left alot of blanks man. Zzz Sian half. See le also sian sial. Cfm fail until very jia lat de. Think i can't even pass my N's too bah. Boring, i really got to start my revisions.

Took bus home tday as dad was unable to fetch me back home. It's been very very long ever since i last took bus home. &I hate the fking weather. Damn hot man. Can't stand it. &I can't believe that i still took my own sweet time to walk home slowly =.="

Immediately went to have my stick when i was home. Then mom went downstairs to get me my lunch. Shared with her. &I ate my fries. I mean that snack. Hah! My favourite Jagabee. Weets~ &Mom helped me to get another one from downstairs. ^^

Right now, having stupid war. &Someone claimed that i'm more& more like that girl man. The trip to Genting on Oct should be cancelled then. I mean... I won't be tagging along anymore i guess.

Prelim :(

Surprisingly... Not late for school tday. Woke up early. Sis woke me up that's why. Haha! Prepared& headed to school happily...

Tday's the start of Prelim. Chinese Paper1& 2. Not bad. But quite hard la. Think i didn't do well for it lor. Not in the mood tday :( Papers ended @ 12.04pm. Went Imm with Soozhen, Peichi& Sandy. Bought foods...

So many things i wanna eat sial. &I bought kaya bread, burger king's student meal, Fries& SUBWAY COOKIES OF CSE.... HAhahahahah. But sad to say.. Don't have my favourite M&M. So i bought the choc chips ones lor.

&Something which is more important than all above mentioned. I wanna thank a teacher of mine. Which is Mr Rajah, my Social studies teacher. He never fail to console me& stuffs. He's always so concern. Although it's not school probs leh. Lol. Atleast i know that my teacher care for me. Laughs!

I don't deny that i always sleep during his lessons. But he didn't even blame me man. Still so concern. I'm so glad to have such a caring teacher. Thanks alot man! You are the one who's always encouraging me. THANKS!

Years down the road ~

I realised that after so so so long, you're still the unforgettable one to me.
The best i ever had.
The first i had.
The fast one that ended~
All the best to you.
I know you won't be seeing all this shit...
But this is for you!

It's not right~

Everything's not going the way i wanted it to be.
Why, why, why?
Why must it be like this?
I don't wish to break down, it's not worth!
Can you be more serious?!

I'm looking forward to Fridays& Saturdays.
I'll be able to see Ying on both Friday& Saturday. Weets~

Overdue pics~

Bad cramps day~

Skipped school tday as i wasn't feeling well. Due to monthly cramps~ So i slept throughout. Had a nice chat with AhYee last night ^^

Slept only @ around 2plus last night as my stomach hurts alot. Woke up by Peichi this morning @ 11am =) Quickly went to bathe& prepare for school. Dad was being nice to initiate to drive me to school. Haha! Which means that i don't have to take public transport. Weets~

Dad drove me over to school @ around 12.10pm. The security guard didn't allow me to go in at first. Aft awhile, was alil fed-up of waiting. So went in straight aft getting back my ez-link card. Lol! Headed to Art room to continue my canvas board.

Mdm Suhana came aft shortly& announced that the deadline have been extended to next Thursday. Which means that i don't have to be so rush. Laughs. Very happy upon hearing that. Haha. &Started slacking. Drew alil as well =) Helped Peijuan as well.

Then dad rang me up asking if i want a ride back home. &So... Waited for dad to come over. It was around 3.10pm when dad came over to fetch me. Drove over to central to get my favourite porridge as i was craving for it. Then homed ~

Treasure the people around you now...

Chanced upon a blog afew days ago& getting to know how precious life is...
It made qad& i learnt to treasure the people around us.
I'm sure this strengthen the bond within us.
Not just both of us but all =)
Finally had a small gathering among the 6 of us last night.
&It's filled with laughter.
Aft hearing some stuffs last night, felt like breaking down.
Although qad didn't express it out by speaking, her actions definitely touched me.
I'm contented with my current life now.
&I've definitely learnt to treasure each& everyone around me.
Be it family or friends...
Hope ppl around me start treasuring each other now than regretting when you're gone.
Life is very precious.
You won't know what will happen the every next min.
So...
Do TREASURE the people around you.
Especially family& friends.
&I've finally figure out something...
Some ppl, even me myself uses this word "meet up soon".
But realised that it's only a casual remark.
Don't just keep saying this... Actions speaks louder than words ^^
I WILL TREASURE EACH& EVERYONE AROUND ME.
DON'T TK THINGS FOR GRANTED TOO~

Saturday love~

Woke up early. But went back to sleep again... Waking up again to pack my clothes& so on.. Then went online& played mahjong game. Qad suggested going for singing session ^^

So both qad& i started making phone calls. &All agreed. Went to bathe& prepare. Left home @ around 6pm plus. Took train to Lot. Send Sb her song. Saw Jeffrey& co. Something nearly happened. Those xmm were damn childish la. &Also they called for ppl down. Zzz

It lasted for some time. Watched the whole process. Laughs. Then left with Liokleng. Slacked& we went over to Wk's place downstairs. Waited for Ying& wk. Up to his place as Ying wanted to shower. Aftmath, Weekhong drove us over to Cdans. FYI, he just got his license. LOL!

Met up with Qad& co. outside the Ktv. Lanying came to lead us the way into our room. Total 7 of us. Sang& yea. Unpleasant things happened. Not gonna mention la. Aloysius& co. were just in the room next to ours. We were charged $48 +. All thanks to Lanying =) A big thanks to her. Haha.

Sang all the way till around 2am. Received a msg. Cabbed over to qad's with Jasmine& Peiqi. Went to bathe. Acc-ed me wait for my hair to be dry. Chatted& they slept. I was turning here& thr. Finally fall asleep. Then awake again. This time round, hard to sleep back. Went out for a stick.

Decided to head home i was very tired. Cabbed home around 7plus in the morning all alone. =.=" Stupid driver was driving very slowly. Nb~!

Friday~

Went to school as usual. As i was feeling hungry, walked over to M-mart to get kinder bueno. &Ended up buying the fries. Lol!

Ate my kinder bueno. Saw Shaopi& gave him the other stick. Then went for morning assembly. &Yea. Lessons as usual lo. I was sleeping in class again. Omg~ When can i stop sleeping in class? Help help!!! Anyone? Laughs.

School ended @ 12.30pm. Went up to art room to get started with my canvas. Drew alil only. Didn't even paint anything lo. But definitely staying back on Monday to complete it no matter what. Left with one day nia. Saded la. Hope i can complete lo :(

Stayed in the art room until 1.45pm. Walked over to the end classroom for oral lor. N'lvl chinese oral tday. Hmmm.. I''m the 14th candidate sial. Boring. Waited very long for my bloody turn la. Don't know how i did for it ley. Cse i was lost for words. &The funniest part was that the examiner laughed tgt with me. LOL!

Left aft afew mins. Then headed to art room lor. Quite alot of ppl starting with their painting. Then left afterwards tgt with Cassandra. Cabbed home~ Rang JoannaYee up& suggested meeting up @ 8pm. So i slacked @ home =) Then went to prepare as i was really hungry. Zzz

Left home @ 7.30pm. Took train down to meet up with Liling first as both of us were damn hungry. Met her @ Gombak mrt-station lo. Then walked over to gongbao ^^ Ordered one gongbao& one sambal prawn. Two of us shared. Soon... JoannaYee came tgt with Issac. Then it was Alicia& Simin.

Ate& all went seperate ways. Went 4head with Alicia& co. Slacked thr. &I saw one mad guy. He kept holding on to a bottle. A empty one. Keep staring @ us lo. Irritating~ Slacked& cabbed home past 12am. Went to bed before 1am. Lol. Was dead beat~

School days~

Nearly woke up late. But still, managed to prepare fast fast. Lol. &I even went to get curry puffs to eat. Haha. &I got the wrong ones :( Back to get the potato ones again!

Ate& walked to school tgt with Shaopi as usual. Chatted& ate till the lights were off-ed. Then went parade square& yea. Lessons as usual lo. Black pepper chicken for breakfast tday. I mean during recess time. &Apple juice as usual =) Wang wang as well! weets~

Then it was art lesson. I've finally started with my canvas. Omg, i'm so happy man. Thanks to Peichi for helping me find that pic ^^ It's quite easy la. Just have to draw afew peeps glancing& fishes& other as well. :) Painted the people too. Left fishes& all to be done ^^

Hope i'll be able to finish it on time lo. Hmmm.. With the help of my lovely classmates, i'm sure i can do it. &Something funny to share with you all my readers. Mdm Su, my form-teacher which is also my art teacher came to pinch my neck claiming that it's a love bite. LAUGHS! It's NOT~

Stayed back for an hour to do my art. Then dad came over to fetch me back =) &Recently... I've been eating alot man. Omfg~ Got to go on diet soon la.

At a lost.......

Lost for words~
Nothing can explain how i'm feeling right now.
Up& down.....
I'm f*** bored la~ HELP!

I don't know whether should i trust you or not~

Appreciated~

Really got to thank Qad, Huili, Suzhen, Cuiyun& co. for being there for me when i needed.
Thanks for being my listening ear.
Especially Cuiyun.
It's greatly appreciated by me.
I love all of you =)
To everyone out there...
I'm okay ^^
So no worries yea.
Lastly.... A VERY BIG BIG SORRY TO YOU!

Saturday is love!

Huili bombed my hp man. Full of missed-calls for her. To be exact, Suzhen as well la. Laughs. They finally woke me up @ 12.30pm. My hp was on silent mode that's why. Haha! Huili came over from work =)

She waited for me to prepare while she dilly-dally with her JS la. Lol. Prepared then cabbed over to Gombak mrt-station. Met up with our dearest Suzhen thr. She waited very long for us. Laughs. Walked over to the coffeeshop for gongbao. Sad to say... None of them thr :(

Ate& then left. Took train over to Cck. Went to Mouzzy. Acc-ed Sb for smoking break then left to 307 thr for Fish spa. We got to wait till 5pm man. Ji tao sian half lor. So we walked back to Mouzzy as Suzhen wants to get a necklace. Slacked thr ^^

Liokleng was thr as well ^^ Walked back to 307. The fishes were not so active tday. So the person suggested that we should go over mayb tmrw or something. So we went off lor. Back to Mouzzy. Then for our stick.. Huili& Suzhen left. One left t Js's place& one left to JP.

Was with Liokleng. Went over to Lot. 7-eleven to get my sweets. Bought pink dolphin too. Laughs. Actually we wanted to leave for Jq's place alr. But went back Mouzzy. Then acc-ed Ning to 302 to get her dinner. Cabbed over to Jq's place. Waited for him. Then up to his place.

Soon, Weekian& Weekhong came up. They had their mahjong games. Lol. Qad came shortly aft with Danny& Rabbit. Qad brought me fries =) Told her to get apple pie but she didn't :( I won't blame her cse i know she's blur! LOL~ Ate& chatted with her lo.

First round of mahjong finally ended. Danny, Rabbit, Weekian& his dad played while the rest of us walked over to Foodcourt as they were hungry. Only the guys ate. Aftmath, walked back lor. Was on the phone with Cy =) It's been a hard time for her lo. Hmmm.. Chatted all the way even when we reached.

Went into the room to charge my hp as well as to chat with Cy. Chatted for like one hour or so. Laughs. Soon, their mahjong games ended. Some left~ Stayed. Watch tv with Liokleng. Chatted then left @ 2am plus. Cabbed over to mom's! Laughs.

Liokleng's rabak mouth~

Skipped school as i was feeling sick. Sore-throat& cough! Dad brought me to clinic which i frequent. Dr Tan.. Waited very long for my turn lor. Finally, it was my turn. Took MC from Dr Tan as well.

Met up with Dad @ the market there as i wanted to get my porridge. Then dad drove me back home. Ate my medicine aft having porridge! Then went downstairs for some stuffs. Then back home to tk a short nap. Cancelled the appointment for both Cuiyun& Qad.

Qad rang me up @ around 3plus. &I went to bathe. Prepared then left to Lot. Qad, Jasmine& Peiqi went Newyork Newyork for their dinner while i waited @ Mouzzy. Liokleng was there as well. Aft that, Mac to slack. Left Lot @ 8pm. Took bus over to Yewtee.

Ate then back to Lot again. Liokleng suggested going over to Teckwhye. So we cabbed over to Grace's grandfather's funeral. Played mahjong with the 2 of them. Brandy was there as well. Lol. Won around $20. Cabbed home with Liokleng. Went to fetch Sis first =)

Boring life~

Everyday's the same old routine. Waking up before 6am to prepare for school. Tking bus to school& of cse sleeping in class as well. Laughs! I just can't stop myself from sleeping in class.

Sleeping in class is so comfy man. Lol. But i guess i really have to start sleeping early everyday so that i won't sleep in class lo. Prelims are around the corner. Got to really buck up& start with my revisions. Or else i'll be ending up failing. I'm so scared man~ Lol.

Dad have been coming to fetch me from school almost everyday. Which means that i've been saving on cab fares. Laughs! I'm so so looking forward to Friday& weekends. I wanna meet up with my qad~ &Of cse, dearest Huili& Suzhen. My 2 partners.

Tmrw's Friday. YAY! Finally weekend coming. I miss you~

Go or stay?

Go or stay?
You decide =)
I wish to stay...
But mayb you want me to go.
Mayb i should go bah.
If this is really what you want...
Hmmm...

Nobody do understand...

Nobody understands me.
Not even you.
@ this point of time, you still don't really understand me.
What should i say?
Problem doesn't lies with you.
Okay, do tk care. Loves*

As usual...

School was as usual. Slept throughout lor. Weather very good sial. Lol. This few days like really no appetite lor. One meal per day only. Sighs~ I used to eat alot alot. But now, thinking of food makes me wanna puke la.

I realise i really eat alil only. Recess time's the only time i'll eat. &I can't even finish it all lor. Weird body~ Initially wanted to go for mock test. But dad wanted to come over fetch me. So i skipped going for mock test as don't wanna waste cab fare. Laughs! Only around 5ppl or so went for it.

Dad came to fetch me home. Ate& Qad msg-ed me @ last. Lol. She says she's awake =) &She's going over to Benben's place to accompany Danny for mahjong. So i quickly went to bath& prepare as they were all waiting. &Then left when i blowed my hair dry ^^

When we reached, rabbit& Weekhong was waiting alr. Laughs. Then qad& Danny ate their breakfast first then they started their games lor. While qad& i sat there chatting. Lol. I'm happy for her that Danny brought her to sg flyers on their 1year anniversary. Omg~ So sweet la! I also want. Hahahahaha.

Qad& i chatted alot& watched tv too as we were really damn bored la. Both of us went into the toilet tgt& they were suspecting if qad& i are lesbian. Definitely lmao!!!! Waited for them to finish their mahjong game lor. Finally ended @ around 8pm. Then walked over to Yewtee foodcourt as they were hungry.

Me, myself i was hungry but not much appetite la. So qad acc-ed me go withdraw $$$. Then went seperate ways only. Half way through, rang me up asking me go up =.= Then walk back lo. Was on the phone with Suzhen =) She acc-ed me on the phone. Weets~

Aft that, to some void deck. &I left home as it was alr very late. Qad acc-ed me go tk cab ^^ For your information, qad = Cihui!

Cliques ~

Woke up early. Maid went down to get me breakfast. Duck porridge for breakfast. Shared with younger Sis as it was a big portion. Ate& Sis left alr. Played Audition. &When dad was back, he asked me to use the laptop. -.-" He used desktop.

Joslyn was online& so we decided to meet up @ JE mrt-station. But i went to prepare only @ 4.3opm when we're actually meeting @ 5.30pm. By the time she reached JE, i was still @ home. So she went off first while i took my own sweet time over to meet up @ Lot. Lol.

Alicia's being nice to be on the phone with me always whenever i'm alone travelling. Haha! Hung up when i reach Mouzzy. SZB& i went to get our pancakes. &Also to withdraw $$$. Then slacked @ Mouzzy. Awhile later, saw Jeffrey& co. walking in. =.=" Some of them injured. Can see that all drunk lor. LOL!

Jeffrey's hand was bleeding. Tianshun's as well lo. All went over to smoking area as it was very squeezy in there. They had their stick& headed off to Longjohn there lo. Joslyn& I went back Mouzzy. Waited for Qad to come down to meet me. She's very fast tday la. Didn't tk her own sweet time. Haha.

When she reached, off we went to foodcourt as both Qad& Joslyn was feeling hungry. The foodcourt was damn crowded. &We chanced upon Jeffrey& co. So we need not wait for seats. Laughs. Sat with them lor. &They were damn irritating la! Regret sitting with them man. Omg~

They ate& left. Went over Longjohn there for a stick. Then to Mouzzy. JoannaY came to look for me ^^ She came with her golden retriever! Laughs. Went over to smoking area there to chit chat. Heh. Then Liokleng came over from Teckwhye =) Sb& SZB closed shop. SZB then left with her bf.

Qad, Liokleng& I headed to 302 to get some food while JoannaY went back with Issac. Qad& Liokleng suggested to eat @ some void deck. So we went over 305 lor. Lol. Sb& Joslyn came to join us soon aft. Hottest topic again. Laughs. Then all went over 302 as Danny& co. were thr too :)

Slacked& joked around. Around 12plus 1am like that, Jq left with Benben. Liokleng cabbed over to Jq's place with Weekian. Qad went back second home with Danny while i took cab back home with Joslyn& Sb. Homed =)

Do you care?

It's been a day.
24 hours have passed.
One call from you, i'm happy =)
Hope i'll get over it soon.
Tk care yea.

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Red cliff...

Went to school as usual =) &Some misunderstandings between me& that bloody irritating chinese HOD. Luckily Mr Gopal is being real nice to me. He returned me my hp. &Talked some sense too. Nearly teared when i head what he said.

Really very touched. B'cse... He told me that whenver i'm sleeping during his lesson, it's not that he can't be bothered t wake me up. Is that he knows that i'll be in a foul mood if he wakes me up. Talked quite alot. Hmmm.. Not gonna mention every single thing here. Lessons as usual aft i got back my hp.

Dad came to fetch me aft school. Slacked all the way @ home. Played my favourite Audition. Laughs. &Only went to prepare @ around 6pm or so... Qad& the rest ps-ed me. They went over to gongbao first :( So i quickly prepared& then left home. Wanted to tk cab but got peak hour charges. Ji tao sian half la!

Took train over instead. Save $$$. That sum of $$$ can be used to buy a packet of cigg man. Lol. Those present were Joslyn, Qad, Danny, Rabbit& Liokleng :) Ying working there. Ate alone as they hav alr finished their share. =.=" Ate& then continued with our hottest topic. Laughs! Then left around 9plus or so. Trained to Lot.

Slacked @ Lot lor. Waited for Weekian& Benben to arrive. &Also waited for Sohboon& Ningjie to close shop. Then left to 302 as they were hungry. Was on the phone with my dearest Huili! 3G with her as well. Hahahahahahahaha~ Miss her so much lor :(

When it was about time, all walked over to Lot. Went to get our movie tickets. Then went in alr lor. For that stupid movie. "Red Cliff". Sucks la that movie. Omg! I was complaining throughout the whole movie lor. Really very fed-up cse it lasted for about 2hours ++. Imagine us complaining in there for so fking long. =.="

The movie finally ended @ 2am or so. Can't really remember la. Benben left first. The rest headed to 302 once again. Had our supper there. Didn't eat anything. Just shared QOO with my qad =) Slacked then cabbed home with Liokleng ^^

Sweets~

You're so sweet~ ^^

Better in time...

I asked you that just now...
But you told me that i'm talking nonsense.
I'm tired ~
Don't make me look like a fool anymore.
OR you'll be one stupid fool too.

Last min decision...

Overslept. Skipped school as i wasn't feeling well too. So decided to meet up with Jolene @ Lot. Then took bus190 over to Teckwhye Polyclinic to see a doctor as well as to get mc. Waited for my turn from 9am - 11am plus! =.=

Got very fed-up& went into the room i was asked to go in. Aft that, it was my turn to consult a doctor alr :) Got my medicine& mc then left. Took bus back to Lot. Over to Mouzzy. Sb acc-ed me to get my sushi while Jolene went to get her stuffs. Chatted alil with Sb. Whahahahaha~ Should be gossip! >.<

Jolene came back& we left. Cabbed over to my place. Jolene acc-ed me. Laughs. Then she left soon aft Sis was done preparing. Sis went to work while i stayed @ home the whole day playing Audition lor. Boring. Was smsing with Qad. Last min decision to meet up @ Timah. So i quickly went to bath& prepare.

Waited for her msg then left home @ 7.30pm. Took bus184 to Timah. Met up with them there. Century for number ball. They guys played number ball while qad& i just sat there chatting. It's been quite some time we last met. Lots to chat man. We're always stuck @ our hottest topic man! Laughs.

Decided to play pool as we were very bored. Played 3rounds of pool only. Then continued slacking lor. Finally left @ 10pm plus as i've got to sleep early b'cse there's school tmrw. So qad acc-ed me down to tk cab. Cabbed home :) That's all for tday. &I kinda regret for leaving early. Qad should know why! LAUGHS.

I felt it at last...

I felt the pain.
It's painful, you don't know.
All that i saw, it's hurting.
It's all gone....
Everything's gone....
No longer the same like we used to be.
I'm sad :(
*Atleast you're there!

Huili is loved! ^^

- Woke up :)
- It's still not working.
- Bus to Westmall.
- Met up with Huili& Yuxin @ Mosburger.
- Catch up.
- They sent me to gongbao.
- Jasmine waiting for me there.
- Ordered& ate.
- His msg.
- &Then left.
- Shared cab& went bf's place.

Will you miss me?

It's been afew days ever since that happened.
In the beginning, i can't stop myself from doing it.
Perhaps, it's time to make a decision.
Will you miss me?
Will you miss me like how you always do in the past?
Will you? Will you? Will you?
I doubt so.......
I miss someone!

I'm sure....

You are the one for me!
Yes, you!
Ya, you!
Weets~
You don't know @ all.

Random one~

- School.
- Cabbed home.
- Met up with JoannaY& Alicia @ Westmall.
- Got something.
- Waited for Valerie.
- Bus 945 to Gombak.
- Ying @ gongbao.
- Ate.
- Carpark with Ying ^^ (funny us)
- Junlong& Sis came.
- Cabbed over to Csc.
- Slacked, over to 6head.
- Chatted with Sandy.
- Cabbed home.

Town :)

Went to school as usual. Had N'Level English Oral exam aft school. The oral started around 2.30pm. I was the 9th one if i'm not wrong. Waited very long for my turn lo. It's totally a turn off. Luckily there's aircon in that classroom. Haha!

Finally it was my turn @ roughly 3.50pm aft 1hours + of waiting.. Immediately aft my oral exam, cabbed home. Prepared& waited for them to come& fetch me. Qad rang me up when they reached& i rushed down. Instead of Danny, it was Benben who was driving. Lol!

Headed to the petrol kiosk first as there were not much petrol oil left. Aftmath, drove off to Town. Car was parked @ a very wulu carpark lo. Lol. Somemore need to pass first when drove in. But it's rather cheap la. $2.60 only. Can park until whatever time also can. Laughs.

First stop was to Shaw. Benben wanted to get a card-holder. &We saw Yy working thr. She came up to the men's department to look for us then left for her dinner with her friend. Benben got his card-holder& then we walked over to Fareast alr. Walked around but nothing caught their eyes.

The guys were hungry so we walked over to Lucky Plaza. They had their dinner while Qad& i just had our drink. Off to Taka aft their dinner. Had our stick outside first then went seperate ways. Qad& i went m)phosis to get my bag while the guys went over to Wisma.

Aft getting my bag, wanted to go over Wisma but they were alr @ Taka. Went G2000 to look for them. Benben was trying on some pants but none have got his size. So decided to look for it somewhere else. Walked around. Most of the shops were closed by then. Walked over to Wisma& they had their stick outside GAP while Qad& i went Topshop.

Each of us just got one undies each. Laughs. Nothing caught our eyes. &Not much time left as well. So just got one lo. No choice. Shop also closing soon& the guys are waiting. Met up with them then walked back to that rather wulu carpark. They drove me back home& they went back home too. That's all :)

LASTLY, HAPPY 2YEARS& 4MONTHS ANNIVERSARY TO BF& I!

In a blink......

Everything's changed...
Not you, not me but him.
I'm sure of my feelings&i won't let it go wild.
Life's contradicting.!