You left with words unsaid...

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Weirdo...
Ya, you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I seriously wish to know what you're thinking :(
Perhaps, i don't understand you at all.
Right from the start till now, i don't even know a single thing.
You didn't mention& therefore i just kept quiet.
Mayb you feel better this way???
I don't know...
Can you tell me so?
I'm fooled by you all this while... zzzz


Once, i was told that if it's not mine, it would never be mine...
But if it's mine, it will eventually be mine...
I will always remember what you told me once :)
Your words kept me thinking for the past few days when things changed...
No longer the same like that past.
I can only hope that you're doing fine.
You left things unsaid...
You're the one i miss :(

A different Saturday...

Liokleng& co. came over to fetch me ^^

They waited for me quite long downstairs. Lol. Then drove off to AMK hub. Only the 5 of us, Weihao, Weekhong& Kevin. Liokleng& I. :) We had a hard time looking for parking lots. Lol!

Then walked over to AMK hub from that far far car-park. Haha. Headed up to the cinema straight to get our movie tickets. Bought 3.05pm ticket for 4bia when it was alr 3.10pm when they bought the tickets.

Immediately went in for our movie =) The movie ended aft 2hours. Exactly 2hours i think... While walking back, the guys went to get their waffles while Liokleng& I went to get my bubble tea ;D

Waited for them to be done then drove back to Yewtee alr. Acc Liokleng to Yewtee mrt-station there to get MC but the clinic was close. Waited for him to come over to pass him things& chanced upon Desmond& Ahqiang :)

He left& Liokleng acc-ed me to the mrt-station& i went off to meet up with Qad& Kp sis @ Cck mrt-station. The 3 of us then took train down to Gombak. Had our dinner @ gongbao. Joslyn came over to join us too.

Liling came too with Ivan& one of their friend. Ate alot tday. Until damn full man. Lol! Sat there& waited for Alika to be finish preparing... Joslyn& Kp sis sent me over to 4head to meet up with Alika.

Slacked @ 4head tgt with Eric& co. Ahkeong came over too. Homed @ around 1plus.

Friday~

Skipped school as the whole school went Nature park for a run.

Woke up damn early. Guess i'm used to waking up early lo. That's why.. &Was using lappy all day long. &I finally went to bed @ 6pm i guess. Then was awake by some msges.

Gave him a call& we agreed to meet up @ Westmall for dinner tgt. Actually watching Money Not Enough 2 but no more slots. The latest is 8.30pm. We won't be able to be there on time& so decided to watch it other days :)

Slacked @ Westmall& soon Alicia came. Was chatting there then soon left to Csc with mao& co. too. They played billiard while i had a game of pool with Arongkong. Then cabbed over to Taman alr.

Xming was alr there. They had their supper while i just sat there playing psp lo. Then went up to Ahcute's car to sit down wait for time pass... Soon, Liokleng& co. came over to fetch me from Taman.

Liokleng's damn sweet right? Lol. Love her so much . Haha! Over to Jq's house downstairs to slack for awhile only. After a short while, Darly came over to fetch me back to grandma's. Everyone left alr. Zzz

That's all for now. They're waiting for me downstairs. Got to rush alr. *Tata =)

Pictures which is taken on their celebration.

Cramps~

Skipped school as monthly cramps are here. :(

Woke up seeing his msg. &I replied& rang him up complaining to him that i'm in so much pain. &He actually came over with my breakfast. Porridge for me& hokkien mee for himself. He reached around 12plus.

Ate only afew mouthful. The porridge is the worse one i ever had la. Lol! Didn't have much appetite as well as i was in pain lo. Vomited before he came over. Rested& he just sat beside my bed. Can see that he's very tired...

&I initiate going over as he's working in the night. So i packed my stuffs then we cabbed over to his place. Rested thr& he had his beauty sleep. Was hungry... He acc-ed me down to get tidbits to munch on. Lol.

&I went to bathe @ around 8plus. Then met up with Liokleng downstairs for a short chat. &Ended up going up to get my bag down then chatted more with her. Was chatting @ the bus-stop. Finally left @ 9plus.

Took bus tgt. She alighted first as i headed to Lot to meet up with Qad& co. Joslyn was there as well. Sb& Ning came to join aft they closed the shop but left shortly.. Soon, Jasmine& co. came as well.

Peiqi left home first as she was worried that something have happened @ home. Jasmine, Ying, Qad& i walked over to 302. Qad bought her soya bean curd while Jasmine& i went to get our drinks then walked over to 3head void-deck.

Slack& had our chats there. It's been quite a long time since we last sat down tgt for some chats. Lol. But the time was passing very quickly lor. Not knowingly, it was alr 1am plus. So Qad& i left first.

Shared cab with qad. She alight first while i headed to 6head to meet up with him once again. Had my supper. &I chanced upon Sabrina! Lol. A short chat then she left with her friends alr. He left first as his friend was alr thr.

Mom came over to fetch me home& sent ****** home. Then home sweet home~

Pics at last...

Receive a weird msg from him in the morning. Zzz Headed to school as usual...

Tday marks the last day of school for this week. Lol! Self-proclaimed school holiday for me tmr as there will be like 6periods of MT. Which i hate most. So, too bad... I won't be attending school :P

However, i'm suppose to head down to either Clementi central or West Coast to get some notes from Lawrence. To make his life easier, i should travel over to WC lah. Haha! Cse he's kind enough to print out for me. Lol.

This week had been a hectic one for me lo. :( Next week would be even more worse la. N's on the 2nd of Sept. Haiss~ Saded! It's nearing la. Less than a week's time lo. I only started maths leh :(

I've alr given up on both combined humanities& combined science. Sucks la that 2... So i should concentrate on my maths lo. Hope i can cope la. Cse there's alot more for me to catch up leh. Really regret! But it's all too late...

Mom came to fetch me from school tday. Sent Sandy& Peichi over to Jurong entertainment then drove home alr. Above are the pics we took in class tday... Don't say i not good! Hah.

Back home...

Just finished bathing& eating my dinner ^^

Went to school as usual tday. Ate alot during recess. Haha! Laksa& mee soto soup. I mean the soup itself only. So addicted to the soup lo. Lol. &Of cse my fav apple juice as usual =P

Dad came to fetch me aft school. Received a msg when i was on the way home in dad's. Then continued texting& asked if i wanna meet up. At first we were having a tiff but aft that ok le. So decided to meet up.

Was asked to go prepare& then leave my place when i receive a msg when they're about to leave. Prepared& waited for msg lo. Finally left home @ around 3.05pm. Waited for the bus to the mrt-station.

Trained to Lot. Went to get my sticks then they acc-ed me to the taxi-stand. It was about to rain. The sky was very dark. &So i decided to cab over. Laughs. Cabbed over& waited then went up tgt.

Watched tv then wanted to have a short nap but didn't. They came over or mahjong. Zzz Was watching tv alone& decided to leave... Msged& asked to open the door for me then left =)

Tok bus to lot. Bought food& had a long chat with both Sb& Nj. Alot more to chat man. Laughs! Share our experiences tgt. :P They definitely brightens my day. Haha. Trained home @ 8pm.

Good girl right. Saved on cabs. Whahahahahaha....

Call, call....

I'm bored so here i am blogging lo...
Waiting for call then going off alr~
Faster faster call la...
I love my Qad ~
The weather is so cold...
&I hate running nose!

Miracle does happen...

Mom didn't come home& so she rang me up in the morning worried that i'll be late...

Reached school damn early tday. Ehhhh.. Before 7am i think. &I was so shocked to see students from Shenzhen. Around 20+ of them having their breakfast in the canteen. I ate mine& headed to class.

&Was asked to go to the hall for morning assembly. -.-" Headed back to class for SS lesson. Was awake ^^ Then it was maths lesson lo. 3periods leh. Imagine... It's so bored lo. But i was still awake throughout the whole of 3periods =P

&The most shocking thing is that tday, 11 of my classmates were not here. 3girls& 8boys. Lol! So there's only 21 of us in class tday. PE lesson was alright. Played badminton& volleyball. Sweat alot man~

Played half way through& it was recess time alr. I was telling Sz how i manage to endure the hardship when i was in the vb team few years back. That made me lol man. Haha! Ordered mac for recess ^^

Ate my fav sausage mac griddles with egg! Weets~ It's been a very long time ever since i last had mac breakfast. Some kind soul rang me up during recess& kept nagging. lol! Aft recess was Eng lesson then homed.

Dad came to fetch me home =) Ya. I love my dad alot... Cse he pampers me alot. Like alil princess. Lol! But was reprimand by him while on the way home. He says he spoilt me. -.-"

I love mom too as she drove me over to central to get my fav porridge& bubble tea. Haha! I love my parents la. I will treasure them man. ^^

You're more important than the weather =)

Pondering...

I'm thinking if i should just fking give everything up...
Whenever i have the thought of giving up, you will always text me.
That makes me soft-heart :(
How i wish i could do it.
Somehow i'm really tired of this man.
Can you do something to it?
Else then don't blame me for it alright.
I'm so sian of it.
You should know...

Fking boring Saturday...

Woke up @ 2pm tday ^^

Mom went down to get me my late breakfast. Ate& used lappy. Use until fed-up, back to sleep again. Woke up aft an hour. Zzz

Use lappy again all the way until now la. Initially meeting Alicia& Bernice de. But lazy& it's getting late alr ley. Sian half. Right now waiting for my mac to aarrive!

Mayb meeting up with him later? Not sure... Not yet cfm ley. Boring Saturday la. Can't believe that i actually stayed @ home the whole day man. Sucks~

The rain have yet to stop man. Ever since this morning. Nb. It's getting on my nerves la! _l_ Fk~

Sorry...

I'm sorry...
It's all my fault...
You're right...
It's all my fking fault...
Sorry about everything...
I didn't know it would be like this...
I derserve all this k...

Timah~

Prepared& then left alr.

The 6 of us headed to Timah by bus. -.-" The guys played number while Liokleng acc-ed me to have my lunch as i didn't eat anything when they had theirs. Back to watch them play lo.

Liokleng wanted to leave first when it was around 6plus. &I left with her of cse. She went over to Lot while i headed home by bus. Miracle right? Hahahaha!

Birthday celebration.

Went to school as usual :) Back home by bus -.-"

Prepared& then took bus7 to Town. Alighted @ Lucky plaza then walk over to meet up with Qad @ Fareast. Went for our waffle @ Gelare. But both of us forget to snap pics of it :( Qad treated me. ^^

Then acc-ed her go do her hair lo. Waited for her to be done then took bus back to my place. Prepared then cabbed over to BQ. Over to Ubar first to find Jolin talk talk ^^ Then over to a coffeeshop which is opp Jab1.

Waited for Elaine& co. to reach. Love was alr there. Lol. Went up when we finished our stick. Quite alot of ppl up there. I don't see any familiar faces up there. Laughs! &That explained why i was damn bored lo.

We nearly quarrelled as i was chatting on the phone with Cuiyun as i was feeling to bored up there. &He said the same thing to me again. Zzz Kept going over to Ubar to look for Sis& co. Haha.

Aft everything.. He was sent back home by his friends. I was with the rest of them. Msged him& he told me to go over to his place. Headed to his place downstairs by different cars. Girls sat car& guys sat van. HAHA!

His friend drove us over to love's house downstairs. All gathered there then went up with Liokleng. Love was alr dead drunk. He says he will wait for me to be done but he KO-ed when i was out of the toilet. __

Chatted with Liokleng in the living room until morning. Then headed to have our rest alr. Lol. Love came over when he was awake. Didn't know he's in here only when he hit me with his pillow. Nb.

Was sweating& so, i asked love to on the air-con but he refuse to on it. So i went to on the air-con lo. :( We spent some time enjoying the air-con then i went to prepare alr =)

Pictures will be up once i receive it :) Didn't manage to tk any pic with love, lol.

Time will prove everything...

Time is all i need.
I believe time will heal everything~
I know the hatred in you will never be eased.
I'm so tired of everything.
Why can't i have time? WHY?!

Tmr will be a better day :)

Mom woke us up tday. Took my own sweet time to prepare. Heh!

As usual, took bus to school. Was early. Went to get my biscuit ^^ Chatted with Shaopi then school started. I was kept awake for the first lesson. Laughs. But i fall asleep half-way through all the way until recess time. =p

Aft recess was Art lesson. Kinda slack la as our deadline's alr over& everything's handed up. We're suppose to have English lesson right aft Art but the teacher had some miscommunication& so we had free periods. 2 =)

Dad came to fetch me aft school. :) Took a short short nap as i was feeling very tired. &Awake by some calls. Zzz Then everything started again. Sighs~ How i wish everything could remain. I'm so sorry! Hmmm..

Right now waiting for Huili& Suzhen to arrive @ my doorstep. Hahahahaha. They're on their way alr ^^ Won't be updating tmr i guess as i won't be home tmr. Over @ love's =) Hope everything goes smoothly tmr!

Out with Alicia..

Nearly late for school tday. Luckily mom came to wake me up =)

Rushed to school again. Was on the phone. Some kind soul acc-ed me on the phone. But some early bird msged me. Haha. I was not late for school. Weets~

&This is the first time i manage to keep myself awake for the first 2 lessons which is SS. I wanna do well for this subject =) Don't wanna disappoint Mr Raja. But i always fall asleep during Maths lesson not knowing why. Zzz

It was soon Pe lesson. Whole class didn't bring Pe attire tday. Lol! &Whole class has to be punished. 1hour of detention each. Boring right? Then it was recess time. Had Tomyum noodle. Laughs. &All time fav apple juice eh ^^

Aft recess was English lesson then school dismissal =) Dad didn't come over to fetch me tday. Sad sial. Got to waste $$$ on cabs like again. Sian half. Cabbed home& it cost me $6.80. Nobody was @ home.

Soon, mom& dad came home from m'sia. &I went to prepare myself. Ate& left to meet up with Alicia @ Imm. Went to hunt for my dress which i'm suppose to wear on Wednesday. Bought it a Celeste.

Alicia& i walked around to get bubble tea for her sis then cabbed over to her place alr. Finally saw Chantel for the second time. She's so cute man. Lol! Kept smiling. She resembles Diana alot siol. LOL!

Left @ around 6pm. Took bus187 to Westmall. Waited for Gouliang& co. Then went seperate ways alr as he got t send someone back. Then Alicia& i went for dinner then waited for him @ the entrance there.

He came over& we send Alicia back first then he sent me back home alr while he headed for his games =)

18th August =)

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO HIM =)

Weets.

Omg, i feel like blogging about this whore.
Haha!
I think i have to get some of those things to be thrown la.
But it's like what a waste man. *Tsk.

Private blog =)

I'm thinking of whether open my blog to readers only or set up a private one.
Couldn't make a decision yet ley. Zzz
Think mostly i would be locking up my current one =)

Your words are contradicting.
I don't know which to believe& which not too :(
How i wish everything would turn out the way i wanted it to be.
But i know it's a no no thing la.
Can the time stop whenever we're tgt?

Mixed feelings...

Woke up ultra early sial. 10am plus man. Zzz

Huili rang me up& wanted to bring Yuxin out. So we decided to go prepare& then meet up @ Jurong East mrt-station. I was late as i took my own sweet time to prepare >.< Left home around 3pm. She was alr there. Laughs!

Huili& Yuxin waited for me for quite long. Lol. Then we took train& alighted @ Bukit gombak then walked over to Wq's place. Chatted& slacked there. Then left around 5plus as Huili's meeting her Js =)

Took bus 945 over to Westmall. Then acc-ed him for his early dinner. Aft which, they acc-ed me to wait for Alicia's arrival. Huili then cabbed back home while her Js went over Csc. Seperate ways =) Alicia acc-ed me go eat my favourite tom yum noodle.

Aftmath, went for our stick @ Mosburger. Alicia walked over to Csc as they wanted to have curry chicken rice. Yc acc-ed me over to Subway to get my cookies =) Then we walked over to Csc lo. Sat there watching him play dota -.-"

He had 2games of dota. Aft his game, we went over to meet up with Alicia& Yahui @ Westmall. Waited for Huili to come over. Slacked for awhile then cabbed over to Timah tgt with Alicia& Yahui. Went for supper ^^

Supper then cabbed over to Alicia's place. Her dog whisky is so scary man. So big size. Omg. &Whisky kept coming forward to me. I went into her room to prepare then cabbed down to BQ.

Headed to Ubar to look for Jolin =) Something which spoilt my mood once i step in. Lol. Not gonna mention it. Chatted with Jolin then met up with the 2 of them then went over to Mansion. Had our drinks there lo.

AhNoi& co. came over aftmath.. Finally left BQ @ 4am i think. Don't really remember alr. Cabbed home with Alicia.

Told love to contact me only when love's not like sian sian kind.

Someone told me something that really made my heart sank. Sigh~ Why must it be like this? Well... I can't be bothered too la. What's over's over...

Boring Fridayyyyyyyyyyy

Back from school alr. Dad came to fetch me aft mock test =)

Aunt& Uncle came over to pray& yea. The whole house is fking smokey& lots of dust around due to the burning of those... I don't know how to say it. Laughs. Kinda fed-up with it man. But no choice la, sian!

They alr left aft those praying stuffs. I'm so boreddddddddddd la. If thr's no where to go then i shall go back to school @ 6pm to study =) Haha!

I miss love so much! Why do love have to work 6days a week? :( He don't even have enough time for me. Sighs~ I knew it so i shouldn't be complaining but to accept it la. Atleast love acc me during his off days~ To be exact, should say is i acc love on love's off days. HAHA! Seeing love tmr? Hope so!

^^

Finally get my ass out of my place @ 7pm~ Laughs. Headed to Westmall =)

Met up with my dearest Alicia @ BB interchange. Headed to Popular bookshop to get a storybook. Initially wanted to get my assesment book but out of stock. Sian half.

Went to foodcourt to have my late dinner. Alicia only ate dessert as she alr had her dinner previously with her sister. Ate& left to Mosburger to look for Valerie. Saw Lanying& co. around too :)

Soon, saw a car pass by& guess who's the driver? It's them inside the car. Zzz He walked over& sat @ Mosburger too. Sat there chatting with Alicia& Val. Then decided to switch to 6head to slack as the lights were off.

Slack @ there for less than half an hour only. He came to fetch us over to 2head. Slacked @ 2head. Val left to Teckwhye soon. So it's only left with Alicia& I tgt with them. Around 2am +, went seperate ways with them.

Shared cab with Yewsing. Alicia& I headed to 4head to find Eric& co. &Soon... Lanying& co. came over as well =) Guoliang went Esso to get tidbits& he bought wang wang& something else. Don't remember the name of it..

&Yea.. Before they came over, Bernard was having fun man. Fooling around like a crazy person. Lol! Lanying left tgt with Zh& Wl. Left with only Andy, Guoliang, Alicia& I. We sat all the way till 6.30am.

Went over Giga to get my favourite sweet then bid goodbye to both of them alr. Cabbed home with Alicia =) Couldn't sleep when i reached home. :( Kept thinking about the same issue man. Sick of it, sighs~

It's been 5days or so since i last saw love. I miss love~ Somehow i feel that there's something in between man.

Upset :(

Woke up late tday, rushed to school~

Surprisingly, i was awake for the first few lessons. But i still missed maths lesson as i was way too tired. Classmates says i sleep like a gold fish >.< MT lesson was alright la. Was awake during her lesson =)

Had my all-time favourite apple juice. Then it was art lesson aft recess. Requested to go back home early& the bloody DM asked me to contact my mom up. When i reached my mom, she kept me waiting for long& refused to let me go home. -.-"

Sat @ the concourse& waited for time to pass. Mom came to fetch me from school @ 2pm. When i was reaching home, saw love's msg =) Didn't know love msg me as my hp was on silent mode. I miss love so much!

Just had my dinner& waiting for love's msg :( He should be on his way home i guess...

*You told me to treasure ppl more& told me that it's not easy to give up on someone so easily... I totally agree with you. &I'll treasure love more =) No worries!

Thanks for showering me with loads of love for the past 2years& 4months plus. Really appreciated. You will never be forgotten =)

Love is always so busy :( I miss him so much la..

Love, love, love...

Feel like crying out loud man!
Love is always so busy...
Love is not there for me =(

It's really over..

Got my clothes back alr =)
Everything...
Went over to get it in the afternoon...
Exchanged afew words& left after packing it all.
Guess i would never be back there ever again =)
Wish me good luck.
I don't deny i have the sad sad feeling when i left with all my clothes...
Nothing's holding me back though.

When will i stop missing you??

Edited;

Somehow, i regret for updating that post.
I finally get to know the real YOU.
I was rather stupid to think that you won't contact other girls& stuffs.
But i guess i'm wrong.
What a stupid thinking of mine?
You're no other difference from any other guys!



(Pic taken @ love's place.)

I'm the one who made that decision...
I know i've hurt you...
I made you move on...
I've made the wrong decision...
I feel like giving you a call...
I have the urge/intention to call you...
I don't want you to misunderstand...
I don't want you to irritate me...
I only want to hear your voice... =(
Whenever my hp rings, i wish it's you...
Do you know how much i miss you???
WHEN WILL I STOP MISSING YOU?!

Taken @ Science centre.

Early in the morning...

Huili woke me up @ 8plus in the morning. Went back to sleep ^^

Finally woke up @ around 9plus or so. Quickly went to prepare& then left my place. Took train over to Yewtee wanting to get mac breakfast for love. But he came to meet up with me @ mac instead. Only love ate, had a tiff.

Aft love's meal, walked over to love's place. Watched olympic. &Then love went to sleep. Watch tv by myself then went to wake him up& we watched tv tgt. Ordered mac as i was feeling very hungry. Sundae ice-cream as well.

Ate by myself as love's mom cooked for him. Then he sent me over to Jp to meet up with my dearest Sabrina! Hah. Acc-ed her to have her meal @ foodcourt then to get my bra. Laughs. She bought her foundation as well.

Off to Subway to get my cookies ^^ Then acc-ed her get her stuffs then went seperate ways alr. Holding that stupid helmet in the train. Idiotic~ Homed by train. Decided not to waste $$$ on cabs =)

I miss love...

Dad sent me over to Science centre to meet up with cousins @ 6plus.

Some of them were alr there when i arrive. Waited for Sis& bf to arrive then proceeded to have our buffet @ Sakura. A total of 9 of us. 3 couples, laughs. It cost us a total of $250.40 only. Grandma's treat :)

It was alr 9pm when we were done eating. We ate alot! Haha. But definitely won't patronize them the second time. Yucks~ Kinda regret la. Lol. Sis& cousin Joys left with their bf by bike while the 5 of us went to mac to get some food then seperated.

Cousin Crystal& I took cab. She sent me over to Lot then headed back to Panjang. Met up with Joslyn @ Mouzzy. Had our stick& slacked @ Mouzzy. Waited for them to close shop. Then the 4 of us which is Sb, Ning, Joslyn& I went over to 302.

Had our hot milo as the weather was rather cold. Drank halfway& receieved love's msg asking me to go over now. So Joslyn acc-ed me go over withdraw $$$ then acc-ed me wait for cab. Met up with love& his friend @ his friend's house downstairs.

Then his friends drove us over to Limbang. They acc-ed me wait for Qad to come over. Then walked over to Qad's place with her =) Waited for her to prepare& pack up then walked over to Limbang. While on our way over, there's a car which keep following us. Freaked me out man~

Wanted to have a game of dota but dearest coming over to fetch me out. So chatted with Qad while waiting for them. Soon, they came over to fetch me. Headed to Yishun dam then went for pratas& homed aft that. Was homed around 4plus in the morning.

Initially staying overnight @ love's place. But i knew i wouldn't get to sleep @ love's place so told him that i'm going back home. Laughs!

Rabak QUEEN~

YaWearing a fake mask infront of a broken heart guy.
Omg, didn't know you're so interested...
Give you la hor.
It's okay with me =)

I only want LOVE! Aha!
Seeing him in less than 7hours =) YAY!
&I won't be home tday although we're not going for movies tmr!

Watch your mouth please...

Updating this as i won't be home tmr.
Be back on Monday =) I miss love!

(To that bloody fat ass~)

I really don't know what i did to you that you have to spout nonsense man.
You're really a very irritating person.
You better watch your mouth la hor.
Even if i did, it's not of your business.
Want por also don't por until like that ley, walao eh.
Really disgust me alot man~ Omg.
Can't stand such a person...
I think you're still young la, don't know how to think that's why.
I don't give a fking damn to it at all.
But i'm just unhappy that you said such things when i didn't even do it.
If i really did, i would have admit it straight.
You this stupid SMALL BOY~ NO BALLS!

Boring Saturday~

Woke up early as Sis was preparing to go out. Had my stick then she left. -.-"

I was all alone there @ grandma's. So i rang Danny. &Asked Shaobao to call in& we conferenced! Laughs. Jacky called in as well. Haha. &We decided to meet up for breakfast @ Yewtee. But Danny got to eat @ home so no choice lo.

They went to prepare& left to meet up @ Lot while i took my own sweet time to prepare. Haha. &They rang to rush me man. Lol. So i quickly prepared& left... Took 2 sticks from aunt. Went down& waited for bus 302.

Jacky was waiting @ the bus interchange. Met up with Shaobao& co. @ foodcourt. Didn't have appetite to eat so skipped =) Had our stick behind longjohn there then acc-ed Danny go get his shoes from Converse.

The rest came over as well. Helped Ning buy bubble tea as well as for myself. Bought 1pie kia to eat only. &Had tako! Slacked there lo. Then over to Teckwhye to meet up with Valerie! Heh. Watched ppl play bb =.="

Finally left that stupid place around 7plus. Took bus to Lot again. Wanted to find Joslyn but she's no longer there :( Chatted with Sb& co. there lo. Had one more pie kia! Laughs. Val acc-ed me go buy sushi& other tidbits then homed~

Took trian back home. Dad came over to fetch me from mrt-station. Weets~ I ate alot tday man. Now waiting for dad to be done. He's cooking for me ^^ I'm homed so early day. Someone says i'm guai! =)

Tmr will be having a small cousin gathering. Only around 8 or 9 of us. Having our dinner @ Sakura ^^ Then meeting up with that someone. HAHA! I love Mondays.

It's so hurting~

Prepared& mom sent me over to Lot to meet up with Liokleng, Alicia& Val!

Acc-ed Liokleng to have her dinner @ Kfc. Ate cheese fries only as i was not hungry. Ate& chatted there with Alicia. So much to chat man. Omg~ Then went behind longjohn there to have our stick. So many peeps there. Lol.

Over to Mouzzy aft our stick. Slacked there. Alicia& Val left shortly. They went to meet up with Sis while i stayed @ Mouzzy with Liokleng. Wanted to leave @ 8pm but we dragged& we quarrelled. So that lead to not meeting up lo. Zzz

Went for our sticks @ the smoking area there. Nouvelle passed by& we chatted for alil while. She left when her friend arrives. Left with me& Liokleng only. Back to Mouzzy. Closed shop @ 10pm. Walked over to Cheers. Bought tidbits then cabbed over to Sb's place.

Played Wii. &I took 2 videos. One in my hp& another one is in Liokleng's. Can't upload it man. I don't know what's wrong. =.=" Had lots of fun @ her place playing the Wii. Haha! Mom came over to fetch me back.

Joslyn, Sb, Ning& her bf going over to BQ. So mom sent them to a place where there's cab in sight. Then sent Liokleng over to Limbang& then sent me back to grandma's. Mom drove back home aft that tgt with Sis' bf. Haha!

Some unpleasant things happened in the night. Shan't elaborate. Or else later let ppl say man. Aha! I'm happy for both you& I. Atleast we moved on =) Good thing to say... Let's remain this way forever okay ? Tk care& bye~

Mixed feelings.

Sometimes i really wonder....
Why can't you understand me?
Why can't you understand how i feel?
Why can't you spare a thought for me?

Sometimes.......
I really don't understand what you're thinking too.
I don't understand what you want...
Don't understand how you feel...

Sometimes you can be very good...
Sometimes cold...
Just what you want?

Do you even care?
You make me feel like giving up.
You told me i'm not asking for much...
I know you don't have time.

Finally over~

(Thanks for the honey drink ^^)


(Ugly art piece lo, the canvas :( )

Skipped school. But i woke up damn early man. Sis bought me bao! Haha. Ate with her.

Bathed& prepared. Then dad sent me over to school =) Met up with Peijuan outside school gate. Then waited for Jolene to come over pass me art stuffs. Went into school& bought my apple juice ^^

Up to art room when we were done. Quickly finish up but not enough time. So Junyang came to help me with it =) Then i went down to collect my honey drink& sweets& then back to art room again to continue everything..

Mom came to fetch me @ around 5.20pm. Mom cooked dinner for me ^^ Right now, watching channel 8 with cousins. Then going down for dinner soon. Will be back for updates later =)

7th Month dinner =)

Went down for dinner with cousins @ around 8pm =) Jiatoh to be exact. Haha.

Had one table all by ourselves. The 7 of us including one of uncle's friend. The dishes was served very late la. Not delicious. Don't really enjoy the dinner lor. Zzz

It started pouring all of a sudden. &I knew you're stuck there. Haha! Only Qad knows what i'm trying to say :P Saw some primary school friends around too. Kinda shock to see them there la. Lol. Still the same old them. Laughs.

Chatted alot with cousins. Quite an enjoyable dinner with them although the food that was being served suck~ They agreed with me too. Lol. Standard keep going down. Don't feel like going for such dinner again man.

Ate& desert was served. Red bean ice-cream. Ate& then cousin's bf drove me back home although it's just a less than 5mins distance walk. Laughs. They drove back home aft sending me back =)

&Now then i remember that my fries is with them =.=" So careless of me. My favourite fries! Omg~ Sian half la :( Tmr's Friday. National day celebration in school. Skipping ~

I'm looking forward to Saturday& Monday! Movie movie movie ~ =)

Complicating...

(Pics taken @ arcade with XiaoDanny.)

Skipped school tday. Art prelim. Didn't do any coursework so skipped it lo.

Woke up early although don't have to go school. &I also skipped going Town with Qad& co. What a boring day... Right? But i got my ass off the sofa& went to prepare. Then cabbed to Lot1.

Met up with JoannaYee& Liling including Xueqi. Jeffrey& co. there as well. Was waiting for Danny's arrival. It's been a very long time ever since i last saw him out here. Tday's the day he's discharged.

Waited for hours. He finally reached Lot1 @ around 5plus or something? Don't really remember the exact timing. Didn't had any catch up or whatsoever. Went up to arcade lo. Took one pic with him& one just himself. lol.

He really changed alot man~ He've grown taller. By alot lo. Last time he used to be quite short. But now taller than quite alot of them. Hah! Shocked~ He looks tan too man. Lol.

Bid good bye& left tgt with JoannaYee around 6plus. Took bus tgt with her. She alighted first while i alighted @ somewhere further. Initially supposed to be meeting @ 7pm. But they reached around 8pm.

They finally arrived& went up to Jq's place. They had their mahjong game while i chatted with Qad as she's feeling sad about some stuffs. Soon, Liokleng came up with food. Lol. Mahjong game ended.

They bought a board game back from Mustafa& we played... Quite a fun game actually. Laughs. Qad's very clever. She guessed correctly. Laughs! 2 rounds of game only. Then all left. Weekhong sent Qad& i to Yewtee foodcourt.

Gastric pain. So no choice but to force myself to eat lo :( &I vomitted~ Sian half man. Acc-ed Qad to the ATM machine then left alr. Shared cab with Qad. That's all... Got back home around 1.10am =)

So boredddddddddddddddddddddddddd~

Overdue pictures =)

(Those pictures taken ytd @ Pizzahut.)

Tday marks the last day of papers =) Maths paper2& Geography paper. Didn't do well for both :(

Aft school, stayed back for art lo. Still yet to complete my canvas board man. Due date on Thursday. Sian half lo! Half of my canvas board done ^^ Only the background& some fished to be done. Weets~

Tday i nearly lose my favourite precious brush man. Laughs. But found out that i was holding on to it when i double cfmed with Lawrence. Aha! Left art room @ 4pm as mom& Sis came over to fetch me. Off to Westmall to fetch youngest sis then headed home.

She helped me to get my Subway cookies like finally lor. Lol. Tmr's a self proclaimed holiday. haha. Meeting up with Qad& co. to Town then somewhere else. Skipping school on Monday as well. National day celebration~

Science sucks...

Was almost late for school tday. Luckily i rushed& went out. The bus was late as well la. Zzz

First paper was Physics paper1, i can't do it man. Was freaking tired~ &I dozed off soon aft i receive my scripts although the aircon was still off-ed. When i was awake, i was only left with 10 pathetic mins. Shade the stupid OAS~

Went down for my breakfast. Surprisingly.. Only Cass& I went down. Had my fill then headed back to class alr as the next paper's starting real soon. &Once again, slept throughout the whole paper. Only managed to shade that stupid OAS thingy again!

Aft Chemistry paper, QSE survey. Whatever fk it is... Went for it& quickly got in done then left. Yanqi& I went for our stick then met up with them all @ school gate. Took bus98 to Jurong east. A glance @ Debra's handsome. Haha!

Walked over to Jurong Entertainment. Waited for Soozhen to arrive. But she was still bathing& so we went into Pizzahut first. Ordered& had our fill. Soozhen arrived soon aft. Had her fill too then left =)

Junqing& him came over. Passed me my cigg then left alr. &Of cse... Yanqi& i went for our stick once again. Laughs! Off to the first level to get kueh tu tu for Sis then cabbed home with Soozhen alr ^^

Yuckssssssssss~

(Qad, this is the pillow which i will be bringing along for our Genting trip)

You don't have to care any single shit cse i don't care too =)
Whether or not it's true, it's doesn't matter ^^
I don't give a fking damn to it at all, don't think too much la okay.
I can't be bothered anymore.
I'm so tired man~
Please give me some space to atleast breath.
Suffocated ~

The mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Ytd left home only around 6plus. Headed to lot by train. Went to acc Sb as she's working alone. Then both Amanda(s) came. Laughs.

Went to get my bubble tea =) Shared with Sb as the both of us didn't wanna drink one by ourselves. Slacked @ her shop. Elaine came by. She went to pass some stuffs to Tianshun. Received a msg from them saying that they're going gongbao to eat.

Rang Weekian up& ask if he wanna go over tgt as he's over @ Teckwhye. He agreed& i went waiting for him @ opp bus-stop. Waited for him to come over to fetch me by cab. But he rang me up saying that Weekhong& co. going to fetch him -.-''

Then they rang me up asking me to wait for them @ the bus-stop directly outside Lot. So waited for their arrival. Weekhong then drove us to Teckwhye. Fetched Weekian& then headed to their house downstairs. Weekian went up to get changed.

Then drove over to gongbao for their dinner. Didn't eat as i wasn't hungry. Chatted with Ying =) It's her last day thr. Sad to say that we won't be seeing each other so often as she'll be working somewhere else from Tuesday onwards.

She went back to work while i went to look for them lo. Aft their meal, they suggested going for billiard games as the time's still early. Drove over to Csc. &They had their billiard games. The 2 brothers vs the twins. Laughs.

Soon, Huili& co. arrived. Rushed out to have a chat with Huili ^^ Tgt with Jiajia as well. Then Sis& Alicia came too. Went back in to continue our conversation. @ around 11.30pm, left Csc.. Drove over to Westmall.

Met up with Qad& co. @ the cinema there. The queue's really damn long man. Saw Ahkang& co. too. It was alr going to be their turn to get their tickets. Jumped queue. Haha. They helped to get our tickets. 10 for them& 11 for us. Same movie =)

Bought 11.55pm ticket. Those present were, Qad, Danny, Jq, Liokleng, Rabbit, One of their friend, Yiting, Weekian, Weekhong, Ben& I. Bought popcorn in. Jumped queue again. Lol! Then headed for our movies alr.

Movie lasted for quite long. Finally ended. Laughs. Then went to have our stick then walked down to the carpark lo. Coincidence siol. Danny parked his car just next to Weekhong's. Haha. Went seperate ways aftmath.

Sent Jq, Liokleng& Ben back first then Weekhong drove me over to grandma's. Waited for Sis downstairs. Wasted $10.50 on cab fare. Laughs. Then waited for cousie to arrive. Went up tgt. Had our stick then watched tv in the room lo.

Both of them slept. Sis& I was awake. Talked about lots of things man. Hmmm. It's the very first time Sis& i had lots to chat about. There was no boundaries man. Merely chat almost everything. Whatever we feel like.. Laughs. Cse we can't sleep -.-"

Finally KO when Sis went to prepare. Haha. Slept for that pathetic one hour plus. Then it was my turn to prepare. Left by bus. Over to Lot. Met up with Tianshun& Jacky. Then waited for the rest to come over. Karen came with her bro. Valerie came too& so on...

Initially, was suppose to go Sentosa with them. But due to some probs, went back home instead. I know it's a very spoil mood thing. But no choice, didn't want it to turn out this way too. Hmmm.. Sorry guys~

Memories left~

Was browsing my previous blog which is http://www.xanga.com/foreverlove030306.
Hell loads of memories man.
But it's not holding me back at all =)
How i wish i could bring those post to my blogger man. Lol.
Decided not to delete that site of mine as there's lots of memories.
It will always be there :)
Just memories& nothing else...
He've been treating me very well all this while.
If any of you have got any doubts then go ahead to my previous blog =)
It's only left with memories, nothing else alr.

Sabrina is loved!

Went to school as usual. Had Maths paper1& SS paper lo. Both also CMI man. =.=" Regret for not revising la. Sighs~

Dad came to pick me up from school tday tgt with mom b'cse they were having late breakfast nearby =) Slacked @ home while waiting for Sabrina to be back from Eunos. &I started eating junks again. Zzzz Jagabee& kinder bueno! heh.

Finally went to bathe& prepare when i rang her up. Gave her a call when i was done. Then she went to take train back. Met up with her @ Clementi mrt-station. Trained over to Batok. Then cabbed over to 3head.

Went to bring Elvis up. He have alr grown up by alot man. Omg~ So chubby. Can fight with my dearest Jaeden le. Hah! Brought him over to 3head gongbao to eat =) Auntie was being kind to carry him for us to have a enjoyable meal. Laughs!

But i took over aft awhile as i didn't wanna hold her up. Sabrina ate quickly& took over. Haha. Waited for Ying to come then left alr. Sent Elvis back& off we went over to Wq's place to see Phoebe. Watched the 7pm show. lol.

Then hz came tgt with Jason& Weijie. Then off we went to Commonwealth. Cabbed over. Ate fish& chips. Very delicious =) Then was slacking there @ the sin tua. Sabrina& i went off early as we wanna take last train home ^^

It's been very very long since i last took train home man. What a miracle? Hahahahahah. Happy for myself too. Laughs.