Missed ;

Woke up early although there's no papers tday. Lol.

Prepared& waited for him to come over. He came to fetch me& headed to 143 to meet up with the rest. Slacked there for alil while.

Off to J's place aft alil while :) As usual, watch tv& so on lo. Boring~ Daily routine. LOL! Jacky was hungry& so, Qs, Lh, him& I went over to Lot1. They went to get Kfc while i went to look for Ning ^^

Had alil chat with her. Waited for them to be done. He bought me bubble tea :) Back to Jacky's place again. Had our dinner. Only ate alil. Not much appetite, bo bian...

Ate& slacked again lor. &He went home only @ 10plus as it was pouring heavily. Left soon aft he left. Acc-ed him down. Aftwhich, cabbed home while on phone with Alika!

Monday blues...

Was up the whole of ytd. zzz

Prepared @ 5.30am for N's. Had breakfast with Sis downstairs. Then headed to school alr. Was on the phone :)

First was Physics Paper. Was dead beat. Slept throughout. But was woken up by examiners. Did the MCQs only. &Off to lalaland. Lol.

Aft which was Chemistry Paper. Slept throughout too :) Only did MCQs. &I guess i flunk my Maths Paper too :( No chance le sio. Saded.

Mom came to fetch me aft my papers. Prepared& Weihao came to fetch Sis& i. Headed over to Jacky's place. Rested there as i was damn tired lo.

Went 145 @ 10plus as Liokleng& co. came over for supper. Only they ate as Wk coming over to fetch me for prata. Jq& co. left& wk came to fetch Liokleng& i for prata. Drove to Railway mall.

4 of us had our supper there. Each of them ate 3 pratas while i only ate 1 :) Very full sio. Lol. Bought prata for Sis then Wk drove me back to Tw alr.

Aftmath, Wk send Alicia back followed by Sis& I :) Then off to lalaland alr ^^

Your sweet kisses ;

Friday ^^

• Cabbed over to Teckwhye CC @ 7plus. (forgotten about peak hour :x)
• Met up with them there.
• Bad cramps. (Not that bad)
• Eewin's.
• Walked over to Jacky's.
• Came& left.
• Guys went off for some stuffs.
• Back& slacked...
• Homed @ 3am.

Not here again. zzz

3rd day okay...

• Friend's place.
• Ordered mac :)
• Ate& walked over to Jacky's place.
• Slacked with the same ppl.
• Homed @ 2plus.

Please don't get jealous :P

&Again ...

• Sb came to fetch me tgt with Qs& co to Lot1.
• Met up with the rest there.
• Arcade for games.
• Off to Jacky's place.
• Watched tv, slacked.
• Homed @ 2am :)

Random ;

• Stayed @ home the whole day.
• Complained that i was hungry.
• Dad sent me over to get mac as delivery waiting time is long.
• Mac spicy meal + hot fudge sundae ice-cream :)
• Out to Railway mall for supper.
• Ate one egg prata only.
• Over to Alicia's place nearby.
• Send her over.
• Homed :)

This shall be the last :)

During this few days of so much fun, i kept thinking of you...
&I kept mentioning about you.
I'm really wondering...
Why do you have to do this to me?
But aft thinking for the past few days, i've finally came up with a decision.
Which is to f*ing give up :)
Shan't be bothered by your stuffs anymore.
I can only blame myself for being foolish, stupid :)
I'm not putting blame on any single one.
Just myself for being such a kid, so foolish...
Everything i did, it's my own wishful thinking :)
Take care of yourself okay =)

Monday blues.

• Left home @ 8.30pm.
• Took bus over to Westmall.
• Met up with him& the rest of them.
• Seperate cabs over to Sandy's.
• Slacked.
• Homed @ 1am plus.

Randomly.

• Dad drove me over to aunt's place to have dinner with cousins.
• Ate Bbq stingray& so on.
• They drove me over to Sandy's.
• Alicia came over to fetch me.
• Bus to Teckwhye.
• Mac for supper.
• Weihao fetched us to Timah for supper second round.
• He sent me home.

So random like again :)

Not there ;

• Bpp to get my favourite Subway cookies :)
• Waited for Sb to come over.
• Over to Lot1 tgt.
• He left to meet up with Qs while i went Mouzzy.
• Joslyn came shortly.
• Sis bought me Kit Kat mint :)
• Off to Karen's place.
• Funeral with Sis& Eewin.
• Met up with Liokleng @ Tw.
• Alicia came.
• Kit Kit Mint was gone. (eaten up.)
• Homed :)

Can't be too detailed so this is just so random again, lol!

Enjoyed ;

• Mouzzy to get dvd from Ning.
• Liokleng came over :)
• Slacked @ Lot then cabbed over to Teckwhye.
• Funeral @ Teckwhye.
• Over for our supper.
• Yewtee.
• Watched tv tgt :)
• Slept while i went off...
• Teckwhye again then homed :)

New RIAH ;

(This is what mom bought for me when she went shopping.)

Happy note: My new RIAH from mom.
FYI, It definitely looks better in reality than in pic :)

Is everything back to normal? I hope so... But i doubt everything would be the same. Sigh~ Will i feel your warmest hug once again? I wanna feel it once again. I hope time could stop when i'm in your arms :) Kiss on my forehead once again, will you?? I miss you so much. How i wish i could stop missing you... When will we be seeing each other again? I'm not asking for much. Contented although it's just a text. Please show that you care...

Misses :(

Why are you the one i'm missing?
When will i stop missing you?
When will everything come to an end?
When will i start to start all over again?
When will i get to give up?
When will i get over you?
When will i just put everything down?
When will i stop loving you?
When will i stop caring about you?
When will i stop asking about you?
When will we be able to see each other again?
When will you text me again?
When will you hug me again?
When will i feel your warmest hug once again?
When will you kiss my forhead before we're going to bed?
When will you pat me to sleep?
When will you put me to sleep again?
When will we bicker with each other again?
When will we feel the jealousy again?
When will i start complaining?
When will i stop you from sleeping once again?
When will come over for dinner?
When will we go out for dinner tgt?
When will i say you're smelly?
When will we watch dvd tgt?
When will we tickle each other non-stop again?
When will you squeeze me into a corner when sleeping?
When will i hear you snore again?
When will you fetch me home again?
When will we go for movies again?
When will we see each other?
When will we just spend the day just by the both of us?
When will we spend quality time tgt?
When will you say you would rather acc me than doing other things?
When will you reject your friends?
When will you ask me over?
When will i get to hug you real tight?
How i wish time could stop whenever you hug me real real tight :(

Vivo City ;

• Prepared, off to Vivo City.
• Sakae @ Harbour Front Shopping Centre.
• Candy Empire for my Kit Kat Mint :)
• Back to Westmall.
• Baby Jaelyne came over with Cuiyun.
• Arcade for games.
• Mos burger for food.
• Drove over to Jurong to get noodles.
• Wq's to see Baby Phoebe :)
• Drove over to Esso.
• Bought Haagen Daze ice-cream.
• They drove me back.

This is like so random, oh my~

Better In Time ;

After all this while, i'm glad i get to know the REAL you :)
You've been so fake all this while.
All those that you've said are either lies or just your sweet talks.
I finally get to know the REAL you.
There's no point in holding on anymore.
I'm tired, i don't wanna be fooled by you once again.
We've been dragging& dragging.
It's time for me to say good bye to you :)
I'm sick of everything& i'm sure you too...
All the best to you& her :)

Contradicting ;

Once again, we had a tiff like nobody's business.
Pushing all the blames to me is what you always do& as always.
This time round too :)
I'm really sick& tired of everything...
Why do we have to keep going round& round in this circle?
I told you we're innocent& asked if you trust me, you said you don't know.
What you want me to do in order for you to trust me?
Just what you want me to do?
There's nothing left i can do...
Go backwards or forward?
You decide.
I guess, backwards. Zzzz
Your words are contradicting...
You rather believe what your friends said than what i said.
Once again, i'm feeling that you're just fooling with me...
Please don't make it real :(
I'm prepared for the worse...
But no matter what, hope we can still be friends like in the past...
This is not what i really want...
You should know!
It's hard for me to let go as you should know why too!
ONLY YOU..........................
Why must it be like this? :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Mount Alvernia ;

Woke up @ 3pm tday :) But did wake up afew times.

Ate only 2slices of bread with 2eggs :) That's my late breakfast. Watched tv all the way~ &Mom told me to go bathe as we're heading to the hospital...

Went down wanting to get chocs. But bought biscuits instead. My favourite Jagabee& one more packet of biscuit :) Back home, went to bathe. Was on the phone with Alika!

Prepared& waited for them to come over fetch us. Left home @ 7.20pm. They drove over to Mount Alvernia hospital. Heart ache~ Really changed alot, can't really recognise her.

Her son, which is my play-mate when i was young, was tearing. FYI, he's the same age as me :) He kept tearing... His eyes were red. I don't know how to console him so just sat aside. Zzzz Was there till 10pm.

Off to Adam's Rd for our supper. Had bbq fish, lala& dessert :) Fulfilling supper. lol. Then they sent me& mom back alr.. Right now, chatting with Alika. Won't be heading to school tmr. Too many things happened @ one go. :(

Railway mall ;

(Miss this girl here.)

His off day :) But no meet ups...

Prepared& it was alr 3.30pm when i was done. Last registration for Polyclinic is 4.15pm. Msg-ed Liokleng asking her to reach by 4pm but she got to wait for Jq.

Finally received a msg from her saying that she's alr on her way to Teckwhye. So i left aft eating my late breakfast. Initially wanted to tk bus over... But Liokleng asked me to tk cab by acting pity. LOL!

So i went opp to hail for a cab instead. Cabbed over to Teckwhye. Met up with her @ Teckwhye CC then headed to search for clinics. Took her mc& then left to a place to settle down for our chats :)

Ahjohn came to join us as he walked past us. Soon, 3 of us took bus190 over to Lot. Over to Mouzzy. Had my favourite pie :) Liokleng left to meet up with Jq. Decided to head back home but received a call.

Alighted @ Gombak then took train over to Yewtee. LOL. Met up with rabbit. Over to JoannaYee's place as rabbit wants to go back to bathe. Met up with him aft he was done. He msged me as well.

Bought food over to Wk's place downstairs. Waited for him to be down. Slacked~ Liokleng came down as well. Had our chats there. Initially Kevin coming down as well. But he took his own sweet time. Zzzz

They asked him to stay at home instead. Wk went to drive his car down. Aft our stick, he drove us to have our pratas. Wk brought us to Railway mall for prata instead of Timah ones. Lol.

&Coincidentally, chanced upon someone ^^ Lol. Had our pratas. He msged me asking where i am. &I asked if he want any prata as Liokleng would be going over. He didn't want any. &Even thought i'm going over. LOL!

They drove me back home aft our supper :) He was out for supper with his friends. -.-" Lalaland~

Enjoyed ;

Woke up @ 2plus once again :)

Initially wanted to stay at home the whole day. But no no... I just can't fking stay @ home one whole day. Lol. Prepared& left home @ 8plus? :)

Took train over to Cck. Met up with Aunt. Went Sakae for our late dinner. Sis& Alicia joined us as well. Had our meal then left alr. Parted with aunt as she's heading back to Yishun.

Waited for Ning to finish work. Over to 302 wanting to have hot milo. But too crowded. &So we went Cheers to get something to munch on. Each of them bought chocs while i had my mentos.

Over to taxi-stand there. Each of them were munching on their chocs. Lol. While i had my sweets. Waited for Ning's bf to arrive. Catch up alil then both of them headed back to Ning's place alr.

While Alicia& I went over to Teckwhye :) For my favourite Hot fudge sundae ice-cream. Lol. I can't live without that man. Almost eating it everyday. Haha! So in love with the ice-cream la. Haha.

Ate& had so much fun. Only Alicia understand why :) Hell loads of fun la. &I rang Qad up. Finally poured everything out. Sorrows& those which i kept for so damn long.

Felt much much better aft speaking to my dearest Qad. Miss her alot alot man. Spoke to Qad like no boundaries. She's the only one :) Hope to have more fun again man. So stress during this period. Sighs~

I hope for the better... That's all; I'm not asking for much :)

New baby cousin ;

Woke up by Liokleng as i asked her to wake me the previous night :) He was gone when i was awake. Off to work alr. Msged him asking why he didn't wake me up.

His reason is.... (You sleep until so shiok.) LOL! Changed& left with Liokleng. She headed to work while i went over to grandma's :) They were playing mahjong. Lol. Watched tv. Had my breakfast too.

Soon, mom came over as well. Left grandma's& headed to Uncle's @ 5.30pm. It started drizzling. &The rain got heavier while on the way there. Reached& saw new baby cousin. He's actually 1 :) Lol.

Big baby to be exact. Laughs! &He's very rough~ Active for his age. Twins cousins came as well. Lol. Can't really recognise them as i last seen them was like 2 years ago? Haha. The twins look damn cute la!

Some catch up with all of them. Had our dinner as well. &Soon it was cut-cake session. One big cake for such a small baby. LOL! A very delicious one from Bangawan Solo. 2.5kg big cake. &I ate 2 big slices. Hah.

Left soon aft tgt with Aunt. She sent me over to Yishun& i took train over to Cck. Met up with Alicia& co. @ 302. Slacked for alil while then headed to Boonlay alr.

&Yea, stayed @ Boonlay just for that lil while. -.-" Cabbed over to Teckwhye. Walked over to CC. Met up with them. Had hot fudge sundae ice-cream. Homed :)

I just realise you're some irritating bitch :)

Miss my Qad~

(I miss miss miss her alot.)

It's a miracle that i woke up @ 2plus tday ^^

Gonna go prepare soon then going over Lot :) &He's going to fetch me from Lot later. Won't be coming back home tonight.

Which means that i'll be @ Suana :( I want aircon aircon aircon ~ I will treasure the time we spend tgt :)

Suana ;

Mom sent us over to Lot as she's going over to grandma's. Alighted @ taxi-stand. Val was waiting as mom asked her to help her get something. Over to Mouzzy.

Joslyn went to get my cigg. Went for our stick. Ning acc-ed me over to taxi-stand as he's coming over to fetch me from Teckwhye. Ning was tking her own sweet time walking. Lol.

&She's very excited about it. LOL~ He came& Ning left. Drove over to Limbang as he wanted t get his dinner. Waited in the car then drove back to his place.

&I had a hard time handling the stupid dvd player. Keep on play half way spoil. Zzz So i decided to watch tv instead of that taiwan drama while he was outside watching soccer. Zzz

Liokleng rang me up when she finished her work. &We decided to meet up for Mac @ Yewtee. Rabbit rang& asked to bring his cap& charger out. Walked over to Yewtee with Jq.

Met up with Liokleng& Rabbit @ mrt-station. Went for Mac :) Rabbit was very angry about some stuffs& he kept complaining when we were eating. LOL! Complaining non-stop. He was the last... hah.

He walked back with us& then stayed for alil while. His complaining skills came back. Lol. &He started to complain again. Haha! &Of cse, he left shortly aft his complains. ^^

The girls are over @ BQ drinking while i'm @ Suana. :(

His soccer ended. Off to bed ; Damn hot i can say... bth~ Was awake for hours.! Some pig snoring. zzzz

Another day ;

Morning call& i went to school. Zzz By cab :)

Cab fare cost me $6.50. Someone spoiled my mood once i alighted from the cab lo. The stupid new security guard really pissed me off lo. He simply can't stop making me angry. Fancy nagging& nagging when i was walking in...

Bought my favourite biscuit as well. &My lemon tea too. Hah! Soon it started drizzling& we went up to the hall to assemble. Aft morning assembly, back to classroom. Free periods all the way ~ Slept for 2 periods only.

During recess, ate something which is not delicious. Lol. Had my all time favourite apple juice ^^ Dad came to fetch from school. Slacked at home all the way lo. Wanted to sleep but can't...

Finally went to prepare& waited for Alicia to come over. Met up with her @ downstairs. Then took bus7 over to Town :) Waited for uncle @ Ck Tangs main door then headed to carpark to get things...

Went seperate ways aft that... Walked around. Headed to Taka for some food :) Had our stick... Waited for sis to come over as well. Then walked over to Cine to meet up with Elaine& Joslyn. Catch up alil.

Chanced upon Sis' secondary friend whom i also know... She's actually 8months pregnant alr. Omg, very shocked seeing her. Left soon aft... Homed :)

Good girl ;

Woke up early tday as i received a call from AhYee @ 10.10am. Omg...

&Yea, i was unable to go back to sleep aft that. &So i was awake lo. So damn boring la. Msged dad about the Genting trip& he asked me to get my mom to drive me over to ICA to get my passport done. Zzz

Waited for dad to be back. Mom was awake @ 1.30pm? &She went to get breakfast. Shared with her as not much appetite in the morning. Dad came back soon aft... &I was shocked by him...

He kinda told me to hurry go renew my passport cse he thought i was leaving for Genting on the 20th this month. This made me laugh out damn loud. &I corrected him that i'm leaving for Genting on Oct :)

Showered& waited for mom then she drove me over to a Bridal shop @ Central to take my passport size photo. Waited for my turn. Was asked to clip up my fringe. -.-" Ugly passport size photos. Zzz

Disappointed by the photos man. Look like shit. Zzz But who cares? Just for that Genting trip only... 3days later, still got to go collect my passport size photos. So troublesome. Mom didn't want me to tk the instant ones.

Paid& then left to get my food ^^ Bought bubble tea as well. Heh :) Got our food then drove back alr. Was asked to stay at home tday. So, whole day @ home.

I realised there's a change in things. Are things getting better for us? :) Hope so, love...

Out :)

Was awaken by Sis cse she asked for a stick. Zzz

Was using lappy whole day long not knowing what to do. &Dearest Ruoning was awake. She's sick. She told me she would call back aft ringing someone up but she didn't. Zzzz Guess she fall asleep. Lol.

Waited& waited for her call. Was chatting with Alika on msn. Then decided to meet up with her& co. @ Lot. So i went to prepare as she's unsure of the meeting time. Prepared& waited for her call.

It was then when dearest Ruoning was awake. Immediately asked her to bathe& then to meet up with her @ Lot as she's running a fever. Left home& headed to Lot. Over to Mouzzy :) Waited there.

Around 7plus, Liokleng rang me up. Tgt with Wk, we walked over to meet her with her @ the interchange there. She suggested going for dinner but i forced her to the doctor first then for dinner ^^

Walked over to 304. Took num& waited for her turn. Msged him telling him that i'm with Liokleng @ the clinic& he suggested coming over to fetch us. Due to unsure of the waiting time, asked him not to.

&Guess what? We ended up having a small tiff? Or is it him who showed attitude? Lol! Whatever since it's over :) In the end, Wk's went off first... Thenp probs starts coming up. Not to mention here la...

Soon, it was Liokleng's turn& i went in with her. Haha. Waited for her turn to collect her medicine then left the clinic. It cost her $64. Lol. Over to Mouzzy to get her contact lens from Ning as she helped her to get it.

&Received a msg saying that they're coming over to fetch us. So we walked over to Lot taxi-stand. Waited for them to come over. Drove over to Jq's place. Waited for them to bathe then off to their place nearby.

Fetch his friend& his friend's gf from there then headed to Yewtee foodcourt. It was alr 10pm ++ when we reach. Nothing much to eat. So Liokleng& i went over to mac for our late dinner instead. Haha.

Initially decided not to go Timah with them for games but still went. Sat Kevin's instead. Haha. Off to Timah for games aft our late dinner. Liokleng& i sat there watching lo. Just 2 rounds of dota for them. Lol.

Then he drove me back home :)

Time to get over you ;

Those that you said, do you really mean it?
It's very disappointing hearing those from your mouth...
I guess, you should know alot of stuffs.
Or else you won't be saying those to me for no reason.
I tried asking you many many times about it but you just kept quiet.
I know that no matter how i ask, you will never tell me...
But i just hope that everything would be back to normal.
&You're definitely not stopping me from finding my other half.
I'm still young& i have plenty of time, i don't mind...
To me, Everything's worth...
Please don't make me feel that you're just playing with me, okay :)
I hope that it's not b'cse of that particular person that's why everything b'came like this...
Afterall, your words are contradicting to me...
I miss you alot :(

Contradicting ;

So many doubts to clear...
But i'm afraid of clearing it...
Ytd would be the very last day i get to see you.
Hope i won't regret once again.
It's time for me to give everything up.
You come when you feel like& just ignore when you feel like...

Are you serious all along?
Ignorance is bliss :)

Rounding or stay at home? :) Probably staying @ home i guess...

mac griddles ;

1 hour of sleep only... Liokleng& co. waiting downstairs. Zzz

Prepared& then went down @ around 5plus AM as they were waiting for me downstairs. Only brought cig, hp(s), IC& $$$ out. Drove over to West Coast Park mac to have our breakfast. To be exact, Liokleng's& mine. Lol!

Then we sent Wk off to work. Back to West Coast Park mac again to buy food back for Sis. Liokleng came up with me as she wanna use the toilet. Left my place when we were done :) Off we headed to Pasir Panjang.

Jobless for the day. Lol! Only the 3 of us understands what i'm actually saying. Haha. Jobless& we went roaming around Vivo City. &Finally decided to go back to the West. Drove back to Yewtee.

K was hungry& we acc-ed him for his breakfast @ foodfare. Aftmath, back to slack for alil while then i left alr. Over to meet up with him but left shortly due to some tiffs...

Met up with Liokleng @ Jq's place downstairs. Waited for Dad to come over to fetch me as i don't have much cash with me& ATM card's not with me. Not even my ez-link card. Lol. Wh came over too.

Left home with dad :) Went to bed when i was home. Lol. Reach home around 12plus. Off to lalaland @ 1pm. &Awake again @ 4pm i guess. Just had my early dinner with dad @ home.

Right now, going to prepare& then wait for msg to see if coming over to fetch me over :) Or else then meeting up tmr :) I'm okay with it. Lol!

Back home from love's ;

Back :)

Went to withdraw $$$ before he came to fetch me. Saw him @ the car-park while walking back home. It was still not time yet. (I mean the time given by him.)

Hurried up& received a msg from him asking me to go down. Took my bag& stuffs then headed down alr. Nearly forget to bring helmet. LOL! Or else got to come up again for it. Hah.

Over @ Jq's place. Liokleng& Jq came back soon aft from Lot aft getting Jq's perfume. Initially going out for games. But cancelled for don't know what reason la. Liokleng left for home @ 10pm. Acc-ed her down :)

Then we watched taiwan drama. A funny one. &Also touching :) Was watching half-way through& he fell asleep. Watched it alone then left @ 1am. He was snoring away. So i get the keys& out of his place.

It was drizzling... Cabbed back home. While on my way back, he rang me up. Lol. Cse i'm missing... Laughs. &I told him i didn't want to disturb him as he was snoring away. Haha!

Please do not ask me who& whatever stuffs okay. I've decided to set my blog to private as i wouldn't want some ppl to read& come asking then tiffs again. Zzzz Goodnight readers :)

Loneliness ;

I'm all on my own...

You're never there for me when i needed you most...
I'm always the last to know...
You no longer tell me things...
Lesser texts from you...
Lesser contact...
Lesser everything...
You no longer care,
You no longer ask,
You no longer text,
You no longer report,
You no longer nag,
You no longer do anything which is concerned!
I'm really afraid of regretting...
Please don't make me stay only when i've really decided to go...
I'M SICK& SIAN OF EVERYTHING.
JUST LIKE WHAT YOU TOLD ME PREVIOUSLY...
ALL I NEED IS JUST SOME TIME OF YOURS...
I know i shouldn't be complaining now.
But your words are contradicting ;
You're never worried that i'll leave...
Please don't make me leave...

Saturday...

Woke up early... Qad& i decided to meet up :)

But we actually kept nua-ing @ home chatting in msn. Prepared& finally left home @ 6plus. Took train over to Cck. Waited for Qad @ Mouzzy. Valerie was there with her bf..

Qad came over& we went to get our bubble tea. &We saw something funny. Qad was happily on the phone while i was facing her laughing... When she hung her, she finally know what i was laughing about. Lol.

Even the person working in the bubble tea shop was laughing too. Haha. Qad& i went to get our pies& got one for Ning as well :) Then acc-ed Qad over to get her hair-cut. Aft which, went shopping around Lot.

Someone msged me telling me that she saw that "someone" around. Lol. It was when i started thinking about it again. Sians~ Went smoking area there to have our sticks. Ning came for hers too.

Qad& i then took 190 over to Peiqi's. It was pouring heavily... We've got no unbrella. So we got to walk one big round over to Peiqi's. Haha. While on our way there, i nearly fall near the stairs..

Qad kept laughing& laughing @ me. &She nearly fall @ the multi-storey car-park there. Laughs! Her retribution for laughing @ me when i nearly falled :)

Both of us decided to hold each other's hands while walking over. LOL! Had a fun time over @ Peiqi's. Jamine came over to fetch us when it was hitting 12am. They went Mandai while i went to meet him.

Over @ Yewtee. Ordered mac& slacked. Had a chat as well... Then he acc-ed me off to get cigg& i headed back home :)

Can i get over it?

Somehow, i'm still missing you every min, sec...
How i wished i could stop missing you...
Please tell me...
When will i stop miss you?!
Don't make me feel that i've regretted making this decision.
I told myself not to as this is the decision i've made.
No one forced me to...
I willingly made it.
But you left me alone with everything unsaid...
WHY? WHY? WHY?
I want us to be like how we were in the past...
It's been atleast a week ever since i last saw you.
Do you still care?
Do you want to salvage everything?
Do you miss me?
Or you don't even give a fking damn to it???
FULL OF REGRETS~

Gek xim >.<

GEK XIM ~

Just one word to describe how i'm feeling now...

Tiring~

Woke up early this morning. 20 missed calls :)

Finally woke up @ 10.30am& saw 20 missed calls from Wh& 1 missed call from my dearest Huili. Was chatting with qad on the phone& i realised i forgot to wake someone up. LOL!

Was chatting with Qad on the phone. Went to prepare then went down alr. Wh was waiting. Haha! Headed to Bedok area to send things. Had a hard time looking for the locations.

Westmall to send things then back to Yewtee alr. Fetched Liokleng then headed to Cck. Parked his vehicle then waited for Kevin to come over fetch us. Drove over to Lot. Waited for Ying& Qad to come over.

Ying came over first. Qad took a long time to come man. She reached around 7plus when she told me to meet up @ 6plus. -.-" Liokleng& co. left to Woodlands for their dinner while we waited for Peiqi :)

Peiqi came& we went for our dinner @ Siam Kitchen. Had their tom yum soup as usual. Lol. Had our dinner& we were also gossipping. Laughs! Jasmine came tgt with Pei when we finished our dinner.

Down to long john there for our sticks. Slacked there then off to B1 to get something. Back to taxi-stand to wait for Rabbit to come as we're going over to Yewtee to meet up with them. He came& we took train to Yewtee.

Met up with Liokleng& co. @ the car-park there. She was learning how to drive. LOL! Soon, Wk came over too. Had my hot fudge sundae ice-cream. Haha! Then off we went to fetch Jq from his place.

Aftmath, off to fetch Xa from Panjang then to Ten mile for games. The guys played while Liokleng& i just watched... Initially going down BQ but decided to give it a miss as it would be damn boring...

Watched them play dota then left alr aft one game. Lol. Sent Xa back home then they sent me back home as well :) That's all i guess... All pics with Qad. Post them up when i get it from her ^^

Marks our life ;

Morning call& i actually keep hanging up. Lol! Finally ans-ed @ 6am.

Woke up& quickly went to prepare. Left home with Sis. We were both hungry. &So we went downstairs for a quick breakfast tgt :) Then travelled to school . It was nice having someone to acc me on phone. Lol.

Had English Paper1& 2 tday. Both papers ended @ 12.10pm. Went to get cig then dad came over to fetch me home. Guess i flung my English paper? Cfm die liao lo. It marks the end for me. Laughs.

Hope i atleast get a pass for my English lo. :( Back home, ate& went for a short nap as i was real bored la. Everyone's either busy with work or busy with their partners. &So i was home taking my nap. Nb .!

Woke up @ 6plus. Had my dinner. &Watched tv.. The 7pm show :) Hilarious one ^^ Finally get my ass out& went to bathe. Lol. Right now, i'm waiting for Kevin& Weihao to come over fetch me!

Waiting, i'm still waiting man~ Sians. Going over to fetch Liokleng& Weekhong later then to have our supper :) Update when i'm back.

Tell me it's not over ;

Time to say goodbye?

It's been 8days...

Let's take it as nothing happened :)

I'm gonna smile cause i deserve to.........

Nobody there???????????????

A call from you is all i'm asking for...

Do you really care???

Hope i won't regret for that.....

(You know what.)

Chinese paperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Woke up @ 5.30am. Lol. Early right?

Didn't have enough sleep as i only fall asleep around 2plus the previous night as i was very scared. Lol! Due to having first paper the very next morning. Prepared& went down for breakfast with Sis.

Was nearly late. But still managed to reach school on time. Haha. Up to hall to assemble. Then to the classroom assigned for our papers. Air-con room. Weets~ We were told to bring along our sweaters. Lol.

Chinese paper1 from 8am-10am. Letter writing& compo. Short break of 15mins from 10am-10.15am. Assembled for the next paper. 10.30am-12.00pm. Went to print some notes before leaving school.

Dad came to fetch me from school. He drove me over to get mac :) Bought mac spicy burger meal& a apple pie. Back home& had it with Sis! Short nap soon as i'm really very tired man!

Sometimes i wonder if i'm doing the right thing. Will i ever regret? ....... From the usual "wher you" to the "wad you doin..." then till now... Nothing :) Seldom nowadays. Is something wrong? Please let me know what is on your mind.

Jp with Alicia.

Woke up early as expected...

Waited for time to pass& wanted to ring Alicia up but she rang me up instead. Lol. She rang me up before 2pm which she asked me to give her morning call. &She told me that she haven't sleep yet. -.-"

She went to prepare while i went to relax awhile first as my back hurts alot due to sleeping position last night. Zzz Then went to prepare& stuffs. Waited for my hair to be dry then asked her to leave :)

Left home finally @ around 5pm or something. Took train over to Boonlay. Met up with her @ the mrt-station then headed to Jp alr. Went to get my lingerie. Bought 2 pieces then left alr.

Walk walk around Jp. Finally settled my so-called dinner @ Delifrance. &My dear girl was on the phone throughout~ Aftmath, off to get cookies for Sis from Famous Amos then left Jp alr.

Initially wanted to tk bus. But waited very long for the bus until fed-up. So took train back instead. Rang dad up& he fetched me from Clementi mrt-station. Haha! That saved me from walking back home ^^

Bathed& had my dinner again. Porridge :) Was on the phone... Chatted then studied the letter format for Chinese paper. Then Ruoning rang me up. Haha!

Was on the phone with her. Chatted alot. Chatted like nobody's business about some issues. Which is between us only :D Lol! Secretttttttt yea! She was walking back to Jq's.

She wanted to wait for Jq downstairs. But still went up as she was hungry. She actually ask me to ring him up to open the door for her. Laughs! He took a long time to ans. He fell asleep when watching tv. -.-"