Contradicting ;

Once again, we had a tiff like nobody's business.
Pushing all the blames to me is what you always do& as always.
This time round too :)
I'm really sick& tired of everything...
Why do we have to keep going round& round in this circle?
I told you we're innocent& asked if you trust me, you said you don't know.
What you want me to do in order for you to trust me?
Just what you want me to do?
There's nothing left i can do...
Go backwards or forward?
You decide.
I guess, backwards. Zzzz
Your words are contradicting...
You rather believe what your friends said than what i said.
Once again, i'm feeling that you're just fooling with me...
Please don't make it real :(
I'm prepared for the worse...
But no matter what, hope we can still be friends like in the past...
This is not what i really want...
You should know!
It's hard for me to let go as you should know why too!
ONLY YOU..........................
Why must it be like this? :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((