Change of everything ;

I've hurt the one who loves me alot. He's always there for me no matter what. Whenever i'm feeling sad or happy, he's the one who is there for me. He never fails to make me smile. He's the one coming to fetch me every single day without fail. He's the one who sends me back home although he don't have much time left at times. He's the one coming over to fetch me whether it rains or shines. He's the one who ensures my hunger. He never fails to get me whatever i want. He never fails to get me whatever things i felt like eating. He never fails to surprise me with chocolates. Never fails to surprise me with my favourite Subway cookies. He never fails to ensure that i've got enough sticks to puff. He's the one who ensures my safety. He's the one who is always worrying about me whenever he's not around. He would do anything just for my sake. He's the one doing every single thing. He's also the one getting hurt by me every single time. He never ever use vulgarities on me. He doesn't flare up whenever i gave fking attitude and throwing temper. He's the one who did alot alot of things for me but i just don't know how to appreciate it. He's the one getting scolded by me like always. Getting scolded for nothing... He really protects me. He had an arguement all because of me. He's always standing there for me. But what's with him is my shadow. Not my heart... It's my lose for not appreciating everything and taking it all for granted. He's good enough. He hates everything now. He still loves to see me smile. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( Feeling very bad now seeing how hurt he is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry... This is the only thing i can say to you :( There's really too much for me to mention. Sorry if i've missed any of it. This is for you, Zy.