Disappointing ;

Had a heart to heart talk between some of us. And something unpleasant happened too. Only one word to describe everything. {DISAPPOINTMENT} Why do such things have to happen? Don't know why the hell such ppl do exist. And i was pretty shocked too. And somehow, broke down too when i feel that everything now is all just shit and nothing else. Right now, there's only 2person in my mind. They're someone so dearest to me. My darling girls. Who i'm sure that they will be there for me no matter what happens. It used to be ** ***.. Somhow some unpleasant stuffs took place and therefore, we're not in good terms anymore. I don't deny that i still do miss her. Miss chatting with her. No boundaries between us. We shared almost everything between ourselves. I miss her so much. But nothing can salvage our friendship anymore. Or to be exact, my Qad? Hmmm... Those peeps were still the one who treated me the best. I'm like a lil sis to them. They dote on me alot. Everything's my own decision, i can't blame anyone for that. Only my carelessness. I've had enough :(